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| Permalink Author: Annie Smith Sat Jun 18, 2011 8:13 pm GMT-5 |
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My Biography as a Spiritual Being
| Permalink Author: Annie Smith Tue May 31, 2011 6:34 pm GMT-5 |
Hello and thank you for your interest in my profile. My name is Na'ven and I have made 27 trips around the sun. My name changes all the time with my ever shifting personality. If you would like to just remember one of the names I go by, that's perfectly fine by me. I know it can be difficult to remember many names. I'm also polyamorous and that means that I can hold down many relationships at once. It's kind of like having a bunch of monogamous relationships, but everyone knows you're with other people as well. This doesn't mean that everyone will be dating everyone, but that could be an option if everyone involved wants that.
Also, know that I'm intersexed and that means that I have the anatomy of both sexes. That combined with my gender fluidity makes it so I can be androgynous and well balanced between masculine and feminine energies.
Well, I'm full of vegan baking and awesomesauce! (Just kidding) I eat awesomesauce for breakfast.
OK, so getting back to who I am and who I do. hehe! Well, I currently live in the ghetto and every time I try to move out, I've found that my attempts are blocked. This leads me to believe that my work is not yet completed here. I feel that I'm needed here to help bring more light to this area of the world to instantiate change for the better. I describe myself an an energy artist. As I've always been very good at using energy in positive ways, I've just now (Within the last few years) begun to learn how to channel that raw energy into a means of designing anything. I can use the energy to manifest healing, manifest my reality, or even send a certain vibration through your body to make you tingle with joy. Helping others as well as myself is my art.Most of the people here on Earth have agreed at a higher level, that they wish for a more positive polarity environment. Positive polarity is the polarity associated with unconditional love, non-judgmental thinking, and expanded awareness. Negative polarity is the polarity associated with fear, hate, and judgmental thinking. I'm of the positive polarity and I have unconditional love for the world and I'm non-judgmental, and I'm expanding my awareness. However, know that those are just examples of the things on each side. Also, know that those polarities are balanced by a third. Polarities are always balanced by love when they are balanced.
What I’m doing with my life
In 3D, since I don't have a car to go around doing much of anything, I have a bike I often ride into the park to spend time with nature and experience her love.
In 3D and 4D, I'm helping to coordinate my ascension and the ascension in this world as a whole. (Gaia, the human species, animals, nature, etc.) As I'm a Light Worker Healer (*See description below) I help others by using the light to help heal them in many ways. Anyone can heal people with the light (Reiki) and you do NOT need special classes to do this. I find it unfair that people who teach classes for Reiki are charging people outrageous prices for something that should be taught for free. If you'd like to learn how to heal people using the light, your ability and desire to help people will be compensation enough for me to teach you. However, know that if you are on any spiritual path, you will be able to heal eventually without being taught anything at all. It is something you will receive along the way and not something that must be worked for. You simply remember how. It isn't a new skill, it's a forgotten one.
*Light Worker - Someone who works with the light of the source, the light of pure love, and allows that light to help people, including their self. There are millions of Light Workers here on Earth at this time and we are here to assist in the ascension process that's going on right now. We are anchoring the light into the Earth so that she too may ascend. Right now she is removing her negative energies she acquired through the ages, by having Earthquakes, tornadoes, hurricanes, and more. Yes she is alive and we are all a part of her. She is a being just as we are, and the trees, animals, and minerals are. We are her call to aid. We are here to help. We are the Light Workers.
I’m really good at
Understanding why things are the way they are, programming, Light Working, Reiki, gaming, modeling, acting, and helping others.
The first things people usually notice about me
1.) My ability to think very deeply about everything.
2.) My eyes - Hey, I may be spiritual, but I'm still girly.

3.) My humour
4.) My very spiritual nature
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Books - Anything spiritual. I'd recommend reading books that you connect with.
Movies - Avatar is my favorite movie because it shows what we could have had here on Earth and some of us will soon hare here on Earth as well. This planet was not that much different than the planet the military in the movie destroyed. Negative polarity human's greed and negative ways of thinking lead to this planet being ruined. Now the times have turned with us Light Workers helping to awaken people and to help bring us all into a positive polarity environment and remove the shadow government. They will leave to a planet where they can be negative all they want. Some people may need to leave to another neutral 3D planet to evolve some more. Positive polarity people will be ascending to 5D. (4D is the spirit realm and we already are there as well as 3D) Wherever you feel that you wish to go, you will most likely go during this time of ascension.
Shows - I enjoy CSI type TV shows.
Music - I enjoy mainly Alice Cooper and Techno, but I enjoy anything that sounds good.
Food - With the spiritual upshift I can no longer handle some of the foods I once enjoyed.
I used to be able to eat and enjoy:
- Chinese
- Japanese
- Mexican
- Italian
- Spicy foods (Up to 500,000 Scoville Units)
I won two spicy food challenges and came back for more.
Now I can eat
- Mainly all natural foods
- Some Italian
- Spicy Foods (Up to 5,000 Scoville Units -Only a Jalapeno stomach wise, but I can eat anything mouth wise.)
Loosing the ability to eat spicy foods has been the hardest thing for me, but knowing me, I'll still eat whatever I wish, but I'll be injured later if I do.
The six things I could never do without
1.) My right foot
2.) My left foot
3.) My right hand
4.) My left hand
5.) My head
6.) My torso
Ok, OK, I'll stop messing around. lol Here's the real list. Everything above is just part of my shell. Unless my whole body goes at once, I'd rather not loose anything above. (Though I couldn't live without a head or a torso in 3D... But, I digress.)
In definition of what would happen if I didn't have these items on the list below, I want to make it clear that the things in the list being taken away from me would make my existence (and some other creatures' existence) unbearable.
1.) Love - I have unconditional love for everyone. I wish everyone had unconditional love for everyone. Though, I may not like the way someone acts, I still love them.
2.) My spirit - Everyone is a spirit and this is who they are, not a body.
3.) Source - This is the creator God who is the one dreaming existence into existence. She is gender neutral and an essence and that of pure love and non-judgement.
4.) The balance - Without balance, the cosmos would be uncomfortable and unexciting. (I think. I never experienced a full imbalance though. No one has, but we have experienced some things being unbalanced.)
5.) Connectivity - Being connected in oneness with everyone and everything is what makes everyone and everything survive. To be disconnected from everyone and everything would ruin everything and everyone.
6.) Change - If change didn't occur, then everyone and everything would be the same and never moving. Change puts the cosmos in motion and keeps things interesting.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
I'm an EXTREMELY spiritual person, but not religious. Lately I've been spending time thinking about my ascension as well as the whole ascension process happening on Earth at this time. I'm usually in a meditative state when I'm otherwise idle and sometimes I go 4D at a higher level and help others. When you see me zone out, you'll now know why. You can still get my attention whenever you wish, but I can't control when I zone out.
On a typical Friday night I am
I usually treat all days the same. So, asking me what I do on a Friday night is the same as asking me what I do on a Monday night. As for what I actually do, it depends on what's available to me. What I'd like to do is hang out with my friends (or boyfriends or girlfriends) and enjoy life together.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I usually don't keep anything private about me. If you want to know something, just ask. However, I'll tell you something that most people would find private instead and is within the rules of OKCupid's website. (Ex. not adult content)
Well, probably the most useful tidbit I can give you is that I'm gender fluid. This means that depending on my mindset, I'm either male or female, both, or neither. My look never changes, but my demeanor does. I feel that being gender fluid helps me remain balanced between masculine and feminine energy as well as being able to express and experience more from both male and female perspectives.
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An Introduction to Light Working - A Guide to Who You Are
| Permalink Author: Annie Smith Fri Feb 25, 2011 2:40 pm GMT-5 |
Well, to grow wings, you'd have to be a creature with wings embodied into a human body. That means that if your soul is an angel, fairy, etc. (Or for the dark side, a demon) then you'll be able to 'grow' wings. The wings are ethereal and made of light coming out of your back. I'd imagine that anyone can change their aura to have wings in it since in 4D you can shape shift, but if your otherkin soul has wings, you'll have them, but not activated until you feel aware of them.
In order to find out if you have a soul that isn't human, you need to see if you identify with any other creature. You may be a starseed. (An alien race (Pleidians (like me) - Angelic race (Angels are many types of alien races), Lyrans (The race humans came from and Pleidians as well), and Syrians, Elohim (Not sure if they embodied, though), are some of the more common starseeds now a day since those races are here to help with the upshift in frequency from 3D to 4D that will conclude sometime next year. At that point everyone will be in 4D or will move to a different place to continue in 3D because they aren't polarized enough for 4D. The power elite have their helpers too. (Mainly the greys and reptilians from what I've seen. They also have demons on their side as well.) The other races embodied here will help people just like another human embodied person will, but they have a mission designed by their oversoul that must be carried out. The person may never know their mission, but will follow the path to achieve it even unknowingly. The alien races that come in from their home worlds will be here helping people who correspond to their polarity (positive or negative) and the way they may help out may be part of the war zone some seers are seeing this world turning into come October of this year. It may include using weaponry to defend their polarity, taking humans on their ships to go safely away, or help out in a myriad of different ways. If you're meant to die in the war, you'll die. If you are meant to live through it, you'll live. If you're meant to leave Earth, you'll leave. It's all up to your oversoul's chosen path for you.
Also, you might be a fairy. Do you resonate with fairies? Do fairies have a special vibe that resonates with you and makes you feel like they are from your ancient past? (You'll feel a deep sense of longing if you do.) Use this method to find out what you are. If you feel that deep sense of longing when you think about fairies or when you think about angels, or when you think about starseeds, etc. then most likely that which you're longing for is part of you. Most likely if your are polarized enough (maybe even if you aren't) then by the end of next year you will have what your soul longs for again. Fairies are 4D creatures and are in the area of 4D where you're between polarities. (Also known by Christians as purgatory.) You simply think of something in 4D and wish it so, and becomes so.
Look into otherkin. See if any of the otherkin (people with souls that aren't human) resonate with you.
Things I resonate with (Some seem conflicting, but I can't overlook how I feel about them.)
1.) Pleidians (Angelic race)
2.) Fairies (I've been told that my energy is very fairy like as well.)
3.) The Avatar movie (There are planets like that out there and it makes me feel like I'm home when I watch that movie. Also know that most movies are based around an element of fact, but the facts in it are often hidden because people see them as entertainment and nothing more. They don't know how to read them to find out what could be fact and pursue it.)
4.) I meditated a few years ago on a place full of fairies and earthy hut like homes where I felt like I was coming home from a long time away. Here's a picture of the type of home that resonates with me. http://fineartamerica.com/images-medium ... ie-dan.jpg
OK, now for your next question. How can you be a healer. Does healing resonate with you deeply? From what I read on your profile website and from the fact that you asked me how you can be a healer as opposed to the question, 'Am I a healer, a seer, or something else,' I'll go on the assumption that you do resonate with healing. (Be sure that you do resonate with it, though and you aren't just going on my assumption. Your higher self knows what you are and if you feel a sense of expanding, peace, or excitement about being a healer, then you're a healer. If you don't feel anything when thinking about it, you may not be awake enough to know yet and therefore you may not be able to heal until you've 'passed the test.' (The 'test' as I call it is where most lightworkers will go through a rather painful amount of years and when they overcome it and they learn the life lesson they must learn in this life, they get their ability. For me that included accepting myself as intersexed and loving who I am. Now I'm excited about that part of my life and it's a deep part of who I am. I wouldn't trade it for anything. Before I felt that way in a genuine fashion, I felt pain every day and at one point I felt like I wanted to commit suicide. I recommend you play the PS2 game Persona 4. It shows you a LOT about how a light worker's life works and it has a VERY healthy vibe throughout the game, but changed when you get to a darker time in the game, the vibe switches to a darker vibe, but still easy enough o handle. It feels like your happiness went away. Personas in the game are made manifest by the person accepting who they are. That persona then is used to aid them in life. The shadows they face to obtain their personas are the equivalent of them having to struggle to face what they suppressed within them. The TV world is what's going on inside of them, and their friendships strengthen the bonds they have and shows you that love for each other will help you conquer your problems and be happier in life. There are so many threads in the game that it's safe to say that the hidden premise of the game is about being a light worker.)
OK, so after you pass this test, you will have your abilities instantly and will be able to use them to some degree. As you use your new ability, you will advance at it and you can do more with it. (Oh, and in Persona 4, you level up your persona by using it.) The light coming into your body feels the same as when you talk with your higher self. You'll only feel peace, though usually. When you've mastered healing yourself enough, then you can touch someone else and heal them. After you touch them and heal them, you can then go on to remote healing. (This is where I am now.) After that, I'd imagine you can start healing physical wounds (Or at least faster if not immediately) on yourself and then after that, on others by touching the person, and after that, remote healing their wounds. I can only say what I've experienced in this as well as speculate on what may come after that.
As for your last question of how you can start your awakening, you most likely already have. If you've been made aware of light working, you've taken the first step. The next step is studying anything and everything there is on light working and related materials. (Like about Alien races, otherkin, and other dimensions. (Actually called densities and not dimensions because you're less dense in higher densities and you don't ever gain more than height, width, and depth, to my knowledge. The reason you become more sensitive to vibrations is because you're more in touch with your soul.) Also, study anything that pops us that you find important. Understand that 1D is awareness of only that you exist. (Anything not alive in the sense that more people think of it, even though they are alive, but not on the same density as us in 3D.) 2D is awareness that you exist and also what you need to do to continue to exist. (Ex. trees, moss, fungus, etc.) Know that animals are considered innocent. Know that the earth is alive and is a child that needs to be taken care of. Know that she is alive and that she will also ascend to 4D by the end of next year. Her surface will be barren and uninhabitable for many many years due to her pole shift. This is why people will be evacuated very soon. I also have been feeling since the time that I read your message, that you are one of the people I'm supposed to help evacuate. Everyone will be evacuated or will go underground. (The power elite will go underground. They may go to inner Earth as well. The Earth IS hollow and there are holes at each pole of the Earth to enter middle Earth. Some caves go there as well. Google Earth and others used to show the holes, but the government made them change them to hide the holes. If you look at Google Earth at the bottom of the globe, you will see a white circle with a line coming off of it. That's indicative of them covering up the hole. What's in there? It's the land of advanced races. Mammoths, giants, a lot of surface extinct creatures are in there. There have been people who few there, took submarines there, and much more.) The animals of the Earth will either be transplanted to other planets or they will go onto Terra (4D Earth) where their nature will change. That's where the lion lays down with the lamb comes in.
Also, since this is a time for you to finally get answers to things you've always wanted to know, let me tell you about the Bermuda Triangle. The Bermuda triangle is a spiritual gateway. It will allow you to traverse time by simply living in another dimension for a while or just traveling through time since time is only part of the 3D illusion. That's why there's a whale in the desert.
This is just the beginning of it all. Spiritual advancement is so expansive that if I wanted to write down everything there is to know about it, it would probably be one of the world's largest books.
Helpful websites:
See if you feel excited or a sense of overwhelming peace when you read from these websites. If you do, you're feeling your higher self talking with you and saying, 'This is a part of you'.
http://maps.google.com/?ie=UTF8&ll=-85, ... 81.991,0,0
^^ That shows the white spot where they covered up the hole to inner Earth.
http://pleiadianmessage.blogspot.com - Messages from the Pleidian race.
http://operationterra.com - I connect with the messages, but be careful. Adonna, the person who channeled the messages, isn't a nice person. Don't buy a forum subscription or speak with her. Just read the messages. She seems quite vengeful and uncomfortable with people trying to let her know how they feel about her. If she thinks you'll cross her or did cross her, she'll try to make you out to be mentally ill by posting about you on the forums, or make snide remarks to you in private. Also, the water is only as sanitary as the conduit, so if the conduit is broken, the water may not be fresh. That being said, I did click with the messages, but not with her. She runs the forums like a cult.
http://childrenofthelight.com - That's where I started learning and I bought the book 'A Step Into The Light - The Awakening Guide For The Children Of The Light' from there as well.
http://www.bluegembooks.com - Buy the book by Peter L. Martinez who runs the Children of the Light.com website above.
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The smileys tell a story!
| Permalink Author: Annie Smith Thu Feb 24, 2011 3:13 pm GMT-5 |
Smiley Bob starts cracking himself up...
to impress Super Dude, but Super Dude loves the Girlie...
so Smiley Bob starts getting angry.
lol Gotta love me!

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